HI FRIENDS !!

Now so many probs are hapng in this bunker just coz, NOone wants to be an outcast here nd just wanna leave... why MAN!! ........ even M an outcast and still haven™t given up at all.ever since I stepped into the the bunker,I never lost hope nd gave my best, no matter what?but sometimes our best is not enough.m a very simple person cant eva be a part of this shitty plottings and conspiracies...cant a simple yet talented person be a player o win a reality show?i got an aim a genuine need and a reason to be here in this show.

But the best part is that im so happy bot priyanka™s comeback. She didn™t get chances to be back in this game .howeva now she™s in and I want 2 tell You about the last game that was my best game ever wrestling and out cast hote huai bhi I played this game and I was the only one who survived and I won that match. Here the biggest problem o chaos creats when we all face the inner circle ,we are simply clueless as usual and this time also and the question is will shrutti be back in this game or not coz every body hates shrutti cuz she™s bitch and the dirtiest element of the show........

Rest is all well!!
Love
Xoxox
Aman!!!!!

HI FRIENDS !!!!!

NOW I™ll tell u about the last twist when priyanka was a player but just coz of a twist she is an outcast again .i dint like it at all.but the situation was really critical one has to wear the jacket. Zorawar,ashish,Dharmendra and priyanka were sent to deliberation room 4 20 mins and one of ˜em had to wear the jacket.And finally Priyanka wore it bt her condition was dat shruti shudnt be bak in the game and atleast two of her friends stay.

People tried to poison my ears saying that,see Priyanka dint take my name when it came to swapping option in the deliberation room. She said she will choose shivli over Ekta. For a moment even I was stunned but then I realized dat she was pissed off cuz of Ekta ,She was mad at her, dt made her say dat.Ekta had been bitching bot her since the day one but I neva told this to priyanka.But Still priyanka dint react nd doesn™t even care the fuck bot her nd m sure would forget and forgive her again.She isn™t even worth fighting.

In the next shooting paint ball game,priyanka gave shruti a tough comptetion, but the lucky bitch became player again, which was unbearable.they even had a tie but later she was declared the winner,know not how and y??
Last inner circle had been very interesting coz even I could not hold my emotions and thoughts and anger, I literally abused .A person like me who stays so calm had to raise his voice cuz I coulnt tolrate priyanka being treated like that. Rajeev even asked me if I like Priyanka??.I couldn™t hide my feelings and said YES and m not ashamed of that coz she has been supporting me since the day one.

Hahahahahahaaaaaaa.......9 pagal....1 crore ki umeed.....chuuuts bloody.....evrybody is fighting like an ass out here...its fun to watch all this....actually I won today..n got a free pass..indirectly thou.....
Shruti mam....m her biggest compet. I suppose...she wrote my name in tht category in a way....but I think she did it really soon guys....she took panga wth ashish...shes gone now....if u all realise...whoso ever acted smart wth me...he or she has gone for toss...
Nobody out here deserve to called THE PLAYER... except me..heeeheeehe....but thts the fact n m nt over confident abt it........
Mesg to all 9 ass's....:- guys... U ALL R GOOD BUT NOT THE BEST....
.....good luck....

Ok people...love u all...thanx for ur time...

God bless...cheers...

Hey people....i had a grt fun today...zoraver ka band baja diya...haahaaahaa,,,,im njoyng here...I really dnt want all this to get over actually....

U knw wat...the actually sense of this show is very diffrnt...nobody is getting it rite anyway....its LIFE...n I have to become a player in my life ..here m getting traind in a way....im rectifying all my weak spots...Rajeev is showing us the real US....

Hi friends...... i am playing well...... abhi we are 4 players ....... Mujhe sabko game sai out karna hai ....... Kal maine game mai sabse ladai kar lee thae.... Isleye shayad mujhe aaj sab outcast karne ke soche..... par mai jitunga... kaise bhi mujhe jitna hai.... Kal ka jo game tha.... Vo easy nhi tha.... Sabne apne apne outcast choose kar liye thae.... Pehle mai shivli ko choose karne kai liye soch raha tha...par mere pas koi or option nhi tha..... isleye maine ekta ko choose kiya.... Par sach mai ekta nai sirf mere vajah sai vaha ring mai jakar sirf or sirf mere vajah sai give up nhi kiya.... and mujhe bohot aacha laga ke vo mere liye ring mai gaye..... par ekta mujhe galat samaj rahe hai.... Shayad mujhe isse bohot bura laga or rona bhi aaya..... but theek hai ab sab ok hai.... Now mai game mai hu par aaj thoda sa daar lag raha hai ke kuch aisa na ho jaye jo maine socha bhi nhi ho.......

Hi friends..... yaha par sab kuch galat hai kon kiske liye kya sochta hai yai matter nhi karta bus sabko sirf game dikhta hai ..... or kuch nhi ... ab tak shayad mai samjhta tha ke mere saath koi to hai.... par mujhe ab nhi lagta ke koi mera yaha aacha dost bhi hai...... vo in sabke galte nhi hai hum hai hee aase jagah jaha insan galat jyada or sahi kam samjhta hai..... agar mai aaj outcast hua to koi baat nhi hoge mai samjhunga ke mai deserve karta tha shayad isleye.......

Anyway..... mai game bhi nhi jeet saka.... Game arena mai paint baal gun wala game hua tha jisme mai haar gaya mere pas na to free pas hai na he mera luck hai..... to shayad mai aaj outcast ho jaunga ...... koi baat nhi..... yaar.....

Ab mera man bhi nhi kuch jitney ka ..... pata nhi ....... I miss my family so much.....

I miss my mom..... so much.... My mom have some big problem in her leg..... even my mom cannot stand on her legs.... After this show ....... Mai fatafat bhag kar apne mummy kai pas unse milne kai liye jaunga..... I love her..... aaj mujhe unke sabse jyada yaad aa rahe hai.....

This idea V THE PLAYER game is extremely unpredictable..... kab kya ho jaaye kisi ko kuch pata nhi .........

Ekta is my very good friend.... Usko bohot saari problems hai mujhse..... jiska mujhe aaj pata chala.... But I know I am not wrong....maine uske liye kabhi bura bhi nhi socha..... maine usse kabhi game kai liye use bhi nhi kara....... Kabhi nhi.....
But jab uska pata lagega ke jaise vo mere bare mai sochte hai vaisa mai bilkul bhi nhi hu...... jab usko shayad realize hoga.... Ke maine galat kiya..... par tabtak shayad time bohot aage chala gaya hoga.......

HEY FRIENDS!!!!
Days r getting tougher & nights r getting rough , its horrible staying in bunker , feeling lyk m in hell with rest of sinners n m being punished 4 my sins I did. M not at all liking d scenario in d bunker m al alone left out as m still d outcast ma efforts r going in vain n m getting pain in every game lolz ..........................its true enough
There was a wrestling game I was so excited 2 c players fighting but rajiv twist came n it was outcast who was suppose 2 fight n not 4 them 4 there players n player wil b handcuffed they were suppose 2 open d lock until outcast get pin down thrice ......................................u guys might b thinking outcast wil fight with other outcast ..........................NO there were national level champion 2 fight with us
I was not ready 2 go 4 it but still I did 4 dharmendra though v lost but that wrestler was so rude n so heavy jst lyk elephanta baby tht she chukked me, ma leg n ma face got injured she punched me that hard, 4 a day I was not able 2 move
In this game priyanka became player again though she performed worst jst 25 sec she came back in game coz of rajiv twist n shruti who won that game became outcast as priyanka made her wear tht jacket I dint lyk d twist n dharmendra's behaviour I faught with him n I was ready 2 hit him I even tried 2 hit him with bottle but luckily he was saved
Next game was shooting where remaining 3 players (ashish, zorwar , dharmendra) were suppose 2 target outcast n d outcast with least shots wil cum bck in game shruti 2k tht game but m seriously injured that bullet has swollen ma right forearm n its all red n luking like luv bite lolz but thts true I cant take tht pain
The show is still puzzle 4 me m not able 2 understand rajiv twist , the whole show is revolving around priyanka , ashish , dharmendra , zorawar , shruti rest r lyk fillers m hating this situation of mine m missing home , I want 2 go back , m seriously helpless
N that priyanka ( rakhi sawant ) bloody bitch is behaving as if she rules this bunker I hate her dominating nature I hate her double standard attitude I hate her acting m tired of seeing her crying again n again n again
Above all IDEA V THE PLAYER is not that easy go reality show like others it has made situations worst 4 all of us m actually regretting being part of d show but on other hand m getting lesson what kind of ppl exist in this world
At end I would say help me guys really need ur support
Miss u al
Muaaaahhhhh!!!!!!! :(

As d show z approchin near its end...ma fascination 4 dis whole stay in dis bunker z getting higher...with ech outcast, cums a new drama....drama to go bck home tht actually no one z goin 2 do...but thrz a thng called ego..evrytym a new players turns into an outcast....u vill find him/her hell bent 2 go home....take nyone ..........ekta, shrruti , Shivli..... no gal has let dis moment go......5 minutes 2 glory..coz evrtime dey pack their bags 2 go ..othrs wud strt convincing dem not 2 go ..n stay bck 4 d rest f d days..........lolz.........its kinda funny now........
I , Shakexpear, shrruti and Zorawar have kind of become a team now.....n v were planning 2 throw Dhramendra out f d game in d nxt innr-circle.......finally d nxt innr-circle came...n amongst d players were Shakexpear, Zorawar, Shrruti, Dhramendra and Aashish......dis tym d power went into d hands of all d players n dey all had 2 vote anonymously 4 d nxt outcast.........as per our deal Shrruti, Shakexpear and Zorawar were goin 2 vote against Dhramendra.........bt surprisingly Shrruti voted against Aashish.......n u kno y???? She z not able 2 digest d fact tht her so calld brothr Aashish z avoidin her n tht too 4 her biggest enemy Priyanka.............gosh!!!!!!!!!!
Aashish n priyanka have been getting along vry well lately.......flirtin around n all.......Shruuti stabbed his bck.........bt as I alwz say...u can nevr predict d nxt momnt in dis show...........n thr it was.........Rajiv brought d biggest twist........he kept d votes anonymous 4 tht innr-circle n told tht d nxt outcast wud be decided in d nxt game........whoevr wins in d nxt game wud also win a power 2 throw nyone out xcept d one whom he has voted against................... Perplexed?????????? So was i.........dis was one f d funniest twist in d game.........bt wotevr it ws...now .. out of Zorawar , Shruuti and shakexpear ..ny one was suppose 2 win d nxt game in order 2 save demselves....
D same nite . aftr d innr-circle........two idea Yellow cards shook d whole bunker....... u mst be thinking y?????????!!!!!!!! I'll tell u........... it ws a new room allocation..........our room arrangements had been changed........Priyanka n I had 2 switch our rooms..i.e; I had 2 go upstairs wd Ekta..n Priyanka had 2 cum downstairs wd SHruuti n Shivli.......It was Rajiv's trick 2 break our monotonous bondings n game plans.......... Shrruti n Priyanka were not getting along.......nd Amongst d guys..Zorawar n Aashish had 2 switch their rooms....Aashish ws supposd 2 share his room wd Shakexpear n I kno he hates Aashish..........lolz........Priyanka as alwz startd her Ram leela........She yelled, cried n created evry kind of drama tht ws enough 2 get her d footage........She has her tricks ..i mst say.........Since I did not hv any solid reason nt 2 change ma room..i jst strtd wd ma funny stupid reasons n I ws jst monkeyin around........i n Shrruti were jst sittin n giggling big tym at Priyanka's drama...........aftr a lot of fight n a lot of drama......no one actually changd rooms......bt v all wr ready 4 d repercussions...............
Finally nxt day......v all got ready 4 our nxt game........ven v reached d game arena ...I saw a Wresteling ring thr...n I knew den n thr tht ma body n ma face were at stake .......i m Physically not tht fit .u c............everyone strtd speculatin...........As soon as v stepped inside d ring.....Rajiv arrived....dis time v had 2 play in pairs........a girl n a boy ..uuummm.aftr a lot of thinking I n
Shakexpear made our team.........actually........d team had 2 consist of one player n one outcast..............Rajiv First tokd about d previous night ...remebr tht room allocation..........how cud u 4get........He wasn't at all happy n it ws an insult 4 him......bt he 1st moved on wd d game...............D outcasts had 2 fight wd professionas wrestelers............Shrruti won tht game.............N tht ws gud 4 all 3 of us... me Shakexpear n Zorawar...v knew she wud throw Dhramendra out f d game as per our plan..bt she changed completely aftr winnin..........She had another face..evryone had warnd us not 2 trust Shrruti............bt v still did.........She had d power 2 vote ny one out.........Dhramendra n Aman strtd threatenin her ...........i did not kno she wud be sch a bitch...........jst 2 Save her own ass n not face d wrath f othrs ......She Voted Shakexpear out.........She gave him d red card.................n thr he ws ..all shatterd n broken 2 d core............he so desperately wantd 2 be in d game...............bt jst becoz f one backstabber .he had 2 play d price............Ill nevr 4give her 4 dis thng........i kno ..i cant evn blame her........coz it's a game aftr all............bt its okay..............Revenge z another name f dis game.....guess wot happnd....since v did not respct Rajiv's decision of not changing our rooms..here was our penalty....Rajiv brought priyanka bck into d game....n u kno who did she swap her jacket with??? GWD!!!!!!! It ws Shruuti...d game turnd around d same momnt.......She got her dose den n thr........Shakexpear jumped lik a kid..he had gottn his revenge..........Shakexpear has stopped tokin 2 her..............Hez completely aftr her life now.........bt I see no reason nt 2 tok 2 Shrruti...........so m jst keeping a normal thng wd her..........m nt showin her..bt vn d tym cums.i wont miss d chance................Wot shud I rite about d fights.............!!!!!!!!!!!! Dis z d routine of dis bunker.......n lately Shrruti n Priyanka hav been fightin like two ugly women in a chawl...........
D bst part f dis game z tht evn as outcasts..v r getting 2 play almost evry game..............
Now thr r clearly three players...Ashish , Zorawar n Dha.ramendra.............I nevr hoped 2 win d show..n the chances r nowhr now.........
Nxt day ......thr was a game again...........n dis time it ws again a chance 4 d outcasts 2 get bck into d game.........it ws huntin season..........D players had 2 hit us wd colorful palattes inside their guns........n outcast wid least numbr of hits on his/her body wud cum bck into d game............ n dis tym again.....luck favourd Shrruti.......She emerged a clear winnr..................nw once again.......htr r 4 players including Shrruti............. I had no feeling,....................i ws neithr feelng gud...nor bad..............bt Shakexpear ws nt able 2 bear dis defeat..............i ws feelng a bit sad 4 him...........bt only 1 outcast cudd make it............let it be........who cares,, all I do here z eat, drink have fun wd Shakexpear............bt I don't kno..y thr has 2 be bittr momnts in gud tyms.........out of nowhr........i n Shakexpear have fought.........dis z our 1st petty fight evr since v steppd inside dis bunker........gwd!!!!!!!! I felt lik hell.....it had strtd in a funny mannr..bt latr on it turnd serious.........v did not tok 4 lik 6 hours man!!!!!!!!! I kno he ws dyin too..........bt wot cud I do..i went 2 his room , tried 2 convince him..bt nthn happnd............
Latr in d innr-circle....i did not want it 2 be brought thr..bt seein our expressions......rajiv askd.........n Shakexpear strtd it all..........tht m supporting his enemies n all...........he wasn't likin ma n Shrruti's frndship since she had betrayed our trust..........bt i hd nevr stoppd him frm tokin 2 priyanka evn aftr our ugliest fight.,...dn y he z telling me??????????? Bt I thnk..........dis was too fuuny n stupid to be calld a fight..................bt I didn't kno tht I wud tk his revenge so soon revenge so soon..outcasts got 2 power 2 eliminate a player..............n wd no second thot..........i rote Shrruti's name..........although v r frnds...bt evn she had ditchd her as a frnd of ours.............What goes around comes aroud!!!!!!!!!!!! N once again Shrruti became d outcast,.......Wow!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! n now She cud not evn ask 4 a reason................She strtd,............v ended!!!!!!!!!!!!!! Scored equal..............n Finally aftr d innr-circle......I n Shakexpear jst lukd at ech othr n smiled.........actually Zorawar n ekta became d mediators btwn us..............lolz.....n dn I n Shakexpear went 2 Shrruti n now made an effort 2 4gt d past n move on......v jst had a group hug n it ws all sorted...............man!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! M jst lovin d momnt.............Aftr so mch ,..shrruti z still thr..........Shakepear n I are bck aftr our fight..........thnk gwd it did not last long........................lolz...............I see no point 2 fight like an ugly bitch..............so I jst keep out of it........................I n Shrruti have strtd makin fun of Shivli again..n v laugh big tym man!!!!!!!!!!! Shivli z realy irritatin.......................lemme jst 4gt about her...............v shud keep d irritatin elements out of our minds u c........................All z well tht ends well!!!!!!!!
More on it as d story develops..
Love Neha!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

SOMETIMES I DON'T UNDERSTAND WAT TO WRITE BOT THIS PLACE WHICH LOOKS LIKE A HEAVEN ,A HOME BUT HAS BEEN MADE A AKKHADA(WRESTLING RING).BLOODY NOBODY TO BLV O HOLD ONTO,AND IF ATALL SOMEBDY WANTS TO COME CLOSE DATS FOR HIS O HER OWN GOOD.....THEY JUST CARE THE F*** BOT ME AND THE BEST PART IS IT DOESN'T MATTER TO ME ATALL,I JUST DON'T CARE.NOW IT HAS SIMPLY BECOME PRIYANKA CHAUDHARY VS REST OF THE 9 NON TRUSTWORTHY BIG TIME FOOLS.ITS NNOT DAT I GOT ATTITUDE AND I NEVA TOOK INITIATIVE TO MAKE FRIENDS,I DID,LITERALLYY CARED AND TRUSTED BUT AUWAS GOT DECIETED AND BETRAYED.THEY ARE BLOODY SO SCARED OF ME THAT THEY GOTTA BE BE TOGETHER AND BURN THEIR MIDNIGHT OIL TO PLOT AGAINST ONE GILR.........LOL ....POOR CHAPS ,WORKING SO HARD.
MY OWN ROOM MATE EKTA BLOODY SPYING ON ME ,LITRLY LISTENING INTO MY CONVERSATIONS..HOW CHEAP AND SICK IS DAT,AND DAT TOO WEN M NOT TALKING BOT HET.....FOR THE VERY FIRST TIME I TRIED TO PLOT AND IT GOT BUSTED HAHAHA...LOL...LOTS..
AMAN IS A NICE GUY BUT WHAT TO DO WITH A GUY WHO DOESN'T APPLY HIS BRAINS ,AUWAZ COFUSED AND MAKING PUPPY FACES.I DID TRY TO INJECT FEW GREY CELL INTO HIS BRAINS BUT WENT IN VAIN....SORRY BOY YOU WILL HAVE HELP YOURSELF.NOTHING AGAINST SHIVLI AS SUCH NOW CUZ SHE DOESN'T EXIST FOR ME......BUT SALA USKA SIZE HI ITNA BADA HAI KI ANKHO KE AGE PAD HI JATI HAI.....SIZE DOES MATTER NO!!...LOL...SO KEEP EXCHANGING SWEET MEAGER ABUSES.
AND BOT SHRUTI ....SHE IS ACTUALLY A F*****BITCH WHO I THOT WAS MY FRIEND JOINED THE GROUP IN BHED CHAL.....SHE IS SUCH A WANNA BE.....I HAVE BEEN NOTICING HER SINCE THE DAY ONE ,SHE HAD DIFF PERSON ALL TOGETHER ,HAD A DIFFERENT BODY LANGUAGE HOWEVA NOW,SHE IS SO INPIRED WITH ME,SHE IS TRYING TO BE ME,IMITATING ME.LOL.....ONCE UPON A TIME WEN WE WERE FRENDS IN THIS GAME SHE EVEN SHARED THIS WITH ME DAT WHAT SHOULD I DO PRIYANKA M GOING COMPLETELY UNNOTICED.I HAD NO FUCKING CLUE DAT SHE WOULD FOLLOW NEHA ND WILL MESS WITH ME.JUST TO GET NOTICED.WOW I NEVA KNEW SO DAMN INSPIRATIONAL....CAN MAKE PPL POPULAR....LOL.EVERYBODY WANTS MONEY AND DATS WHAT WE ARE HERE FOR BUT THE ONLY PERSON WHO DROOLING LIKE A BITCH IS SHRUTI......SWEAR ON GOD I CAN NEVA RESPECT DAT GIRL ..ANY SENSIBLE O SENSITIVE PERSON WOULDN'T DO..
NEHA HAS CHANGED A LOT AFTER DAT BEATING LESSON....SHE HAS BECOME HUMAN ND I GUESS HAS STARTED BLVNG HERSELF AND M SURE WUD DO WELL, IRRESPECTIVE OF WAT SHE DID I FORGIVE HER.SHAKESPR WILL AUWAZZ REMAIN A SWEEET HEART....FUNNY GUY.....THERE IS NOTHING WRONG IN DAT,U GOTTA BE REALLY WITTY TO MAKE PPL LAUGH....HE IS SUPA...
AMAN IS TRYING HIS BEST TO TALK BUT M KEEPING AWAY I WANT HIM TO SEE AND DISTIGUISH ON HIS OWN BTWN RIGHT AND WRONG.SHRUTI HAS ACTUALLY SNATCHED MY FRIENDS AND EKTA IS EQUALLY TO BE ACCUSED.SHRUTI KNOWS DAT SHE WRONG BUT DOENT HAVE COURAGE TO ADMIT IT CONFESS IT.,I WOULD HAD ACTUALLY FORGIVEN HER BUT....IT IS IMMPOSSIBLE..SHRUTI IS TRYING TO BE ME...TRYING TO RULE AND I WONT LET DAT HAPPEN.SAYS DINING TABLE MERE BAAP KI NAHI HAI....OK FINE.....THEN JAB MERE BAAP KI AJAEGI, THEN ONLY I WILL EAT..EK BAR AUR BAAP BOLTI TO ITNA PITTI K SAARE DAANT BAHAR HOTE.BLOODY BITCH.....I HATE PPL WHO BRING FAMILIES IN BTWN.ITS OUR DECISION TO BE HERE WHY THEY SHOULD GET TO HEAR ALL THIS SHIT.....
M NOT EATING AND I WONT, M VERY STUBBORN.....NO MATTER WAT!.....THIS MY WAY OF SHOING ANER O THIS HOW I WANNA RETALIATE..A DAY B4 I THESE GUYS DECIDED DAT NOBODY WUD TAK TO PRIYANKA, BUT SHAKHU WAS THE ONLY GUY WHO CAME ANG TALKED, HUGGED ME....SO I SAID HE IS THE ONLY MAN IN THE BUNKER,,,,,,,SABKO AAG LAG GAYI..LOL......SPECIALLY ZORO...WHO I DON'T EVEN TAK TO, HE WALKED UPTO ME, JUST TO PROVE DAT HE IS ALSO A MAN..................ISNT DAT FUNNY...LOL.ASHISH KA TO KOI IMAN DHARAM HAI HI NAI.....THALI KA BAINGAN,,,,,,FURRRRRRRRRRR......SALL BADA DOST BANTA HAI.....USKE MUH SE TO YE WORD HI BAN HO JANA CHAHIYE.....LOL

THIS IS JUST A BIT OF WHAT I HAVE SHARED, THERE IS LOT MORE GUYS....!!! MISSING MY FAMILY SO MUCH.....I LOVE THEM......MUWAAAAHHHHH MUMMMA...

LUV & REGARDS,
SIGNING OFF
PC (DATS WAT MY LOVINGLY PPL CALL ME)
XOXOXOX

HEY HYE..........!!!
NEVA KNEW LIFE COULD BE SO DISTURBING ,SUFOCATING,UNPREDICTIBLE AT TIMES.........THIS BUNKER IS LIKE A DARK ALLEY.......NO FUCKING CLUE WHICH WAY TO GO ,WHO TO TRUST AND Y??AFTER SPENDING SO MANY DAYS ,SOMETIMES I FEEL I KNOW EVERYBODY SO WELL ND AT THE VERY SECOND MOMENT I FEEL M STAYING WITH STRANGERS,,,,.WE EAT TOGETHER LIVE IN THE SAME BUNKER BUT THNGS ARENT SO HNKYDORY AS THEY SEEM...............ITS POOL OF SHIT....I SWEAR.....WHERE CREATURESS LIKE SHRUTI,ZORAWAR.......I LOVINGLY CALLL HIM ZINAWAR I.E JANWAR....AND DATS WAT HE IS.I HAVE BEEN FIGHTING SINCE THE ONE..HOWEVA MADE TWO MISTAKES BY WEARING OUTCAST JACKET MYSELF.....AS I GOT CARRIED AWAY BY STUPID EMOTIONS.....
THIS SHOW HAS BEEN A GREAT LEARNING FOR ME..... HAVE DISCOVERED MYSELF AGAIN....MY STRENGTHS.....MY SHORTCOMINGS....DAT WE USUALLLY FORGET.
SHRUTI HAS BEEN MY BIGGEST ENMY ND WILL AUWAZ BE......SHE HAS A SICK BRAIN....I HAVE A PHYSIOLOLGICAL PROBLEM BUT SHE IS MENTALLY SICK......THIS SHOW HAS GOT INTO HER HEAD,SHE BETRAYED EVEYONE.....HOWEVA THERE ARE STILL FEW DUMB ASSES LIKE NEHA ND MY OWN ROOMIE EKTA.....WHO STOOD FOR THAT FUCKING BITCH.I WAS ASKED TO SWAP ROOM AND STAY WID SHRUTI.....ND FOR ME IT WS LIKE THUK K CHTNA....I ABHORE HER SO MUCH...NND SO DOES EVERY ONE ,,,IT JUST DAT THEY DON'T HAVE BALLS TO DO DAT..
I HAVE BECOME LIL QUITE NOW CUZ I BLV ,M SURE MY TIME WILL COME....IF NOT IN THIS SHOW .....LIFE DOESN'T END HEYA.....I HAVE GAINED A LOT FROM HEYA.....PPL CONSIDER ME AS THE BIGGEST HREAT HEYA.....KNOW NOT Y??....THEY ARE REALLY SCARED MAN!!!.........LOL
BUTT THE BEST MOMENT WAS WHEN I GAVE AN OUT CAST JAKET TO SHRUTI ND WATCH HER BARKING LIKE A STRAY BITCH....BIG TIME WANNA BE ,BITCH,WHORE I SWEAR BUT I DINT LOOSE MY CALM UNTILL SHE STARTED MAKING PERSONAL COMENTS.
IN THE WRESTLING TASK EVERYONE WS READY TO GET THEIR BONES ND ASSES TO BE FUCKED BY A NATIONAL CHAMP.I APPLIED BRAIN FOR THE FIRST TIME.....SHRUTI FORTUNATELY WROTE ASHISH'S NAME WHO HAPPENED TO BE MY PARTNER ND SHE WON THE GAME,,,,,,,,SUCH A LUCKY BITCH SHE IS...ND DAT TOO IN 51 SEC ....AWSM MAN.....MUST SAY ...GREAT.BUT AS SHE WON I KNEW MY PARTNER WAS SAFE SHE JUST GOT THE BANISHING POWER.....WHICH LEAD TO MAKE MORE ENEMIES...HE HA AHAH......SO TRIED ONLY ONCE IN THE RING AND CAME OUT SAFE AND SOUND WITHOT EVEN A SCRATCH....LOL......
I KNOW I DEFIED RAJEEV BY NOT SWAPPING TH ROOM BUT MY CONCIOUS DINT ALLOW MW AT ALL....I WOULD HAVE PREFERRED TO DIE......RATHR THAN STAYING WITH SICK PPL WHEN M AUREADY STAYING WITH ONE.....A BIMBO...EKTA....I THOT SUDHAR JAEGI BUT SHE A BITCH I SWEAR,................A GHATIYA SPY..BAAT KARTI HAI FAIR ,,,UNFAIR KI.

TODAY M AGAN IN THIS ORANGE OUTCAST WAIST KIT.....BUT DON'T KNOW FRENZ DID I HAVE NE OPTION......U WATCH AND LEME KNOW..
BOT THE AIR GUN GAME....I GAVE MY BEST AND GOT ONLY ONE SHOT THAT TOO COZ OF DAT BASTART ZORO......JO MERI WAJAH SE MAJE SE PLAYER BANKE BAITHA HAI...KUTTA.............SHARM TO HAI HI NAI...HE TRIED TO TALK TO TO ME SO MANY TIMES,,,,MAY BE ITS MY FAULT DAT I NEVA MADE A MOVE...I NEVA LIKED HIM...HE IS SO IRRITATING......FOJI BOLTA HAI....CHOKIDAR LAGTA HAI....BLOODY ASS.
SHIVLIJI ACHI HAI...ITNI BURI NAI HAI BUT AHSISH K PYAR ME ANDHI HAI HAI..BUT IS INNER CIRCLE ME NEHA,SHAXPEAR,EKTA NE MUJE BHOT DISSPPOINT KIYA..........KOI GAL NAI....I FORGET AND FORGIVE...
M REALLY UPSET CUZ OF AMAN THESE DAYS DON'T Y?.............WHAT HAS HAPPENED TO HIM.UNKNOWINGLY HE IS HURTING ME CAUSING EMBARRASSING SITUATIONS FOR ME.,HE IS REALLY A VERY NICE GUY,I RESPECT HIM,I THINK HE REALLY NEEDS THIS MONEY,BUT HE IS DEVIATING FROM HIS PATH.
BOT ASHISH..........GUESS I DISCOVERED A NICER SIDE OF HIS.HE AUWAZ STANDS FOR ME....ND SO WILL I,HE IS REALLY ONE AMAZING GUY,EXCEPT HIS DIRTY JOKES AND GARBAGE HE KEEPS VOMMITTING OUT...LOL........I PROMISE..LOVE SHIVLI FOR VOTING ME WHEN I WASN'T EXPECTING IT AT ALL.....
REST IS FINE...M STILL BREATING AND WILL NEVA GIVE UP....M NOT A QUITTER............

LUV
XOXOX
PRIYANKA.........

Hey frenz.........!!!!

M doing really well today.........feeling great.....u know wat??.............BHAGWAN K GHAR ME DER HAI ANDHER NAHI .shruti is one lucky bitch howeva even her luck cudnt save her.....yayyyyyy!!!!....BLOODY TRAITOR...THIS INNER CIRCLE HAS GIVEN ME IMMENCE HAPPINESS.
But I realized one think that I had really disappointed Rajeev and in fact everyone by wearing outcast jacket......it really takes courage man!!...........to take such a decision..
Maybe I cannot make anybody understand what I was going through at dat moment. Those 20 mins changed everything.Guys....you temme ..was dat lack of patience??........we were running out of time and those three boys were talking bot everything but the jacket.i had to take a decision.......somebody has to...........!!
But again question arises why me??...........ufffffffffff...........sometimes you are just carried away.M actually a fool.....but I was the only one who was trying to come to some conclusion....and finally I did that too against myself......m I my own enemy o wat??............i hate myself for that...Ashish said m among the players .........it was in khairaat (Rajeev's mercy) and I cudnt take it.. All I wanted was to earn it on my own.
And I was ready for the next game...there also I gave Shruti a cut throat comptetion .she even got hit but those colored bullets dint burst and I had just a mare small stain on my sleeve,I touched a tyre where blue color was dripping from.....my hard luck....o her good luck....wateva....i knew one day I will make her fuck the shit and guess wat it happened..........!!!......lol..........
She again wear the jacket and this time no twist could save her....lol........lots..........
We neva eva showed this much of unanimity for nething......lol lots.......
Again she wore it and got possessed................she is an omen.........started barking....like a looser bitch.She abused me said wateva she could but I care two hoots bot that cuz dat showed her character,values.....and level...
Guys please help her she actually needs help.....she should be in a rehab.....she is mentally sick....oh god please bless her.............he ha ha ha.............
Ekta is the second bitch I wud love to mention bot......she IS my roomie,,,,,,,,,one irritating element...she sucks man!!!......her fake accent....i feel like breaking her teeth and make an India gate right there but I have been forging her since the first day thinking she is one bimbo calling her stupid bitching and back biting her GAME PLANS.............lol....
She doesn't deserve to be my enemy either....everything bot her is simply fake.i have no fucking clue a sensible guy like Dharmendra tolerates her.She is nothing but a Khabri here........dats it.....!!!!.....if she wud be dying smday wud ask me to puke on her face to save her life .............i wud go and puke smwhere else!!!.lol lots.......she is so irritating ...still I stood by her side.....but it wasn't worth......now for her I have only one word........hateful..
I loved the shooting game Ashish simply rocked......love him for thatmuwaaaaaaaaah..i am so proud of him.Both of my friends Ashish and Dharmendra did a wonderful job, and the one who always boasts bot himself.blows his own trumpet all the time.jinawar singh.was the worstoverconfidence can be harmful sometimes.Mr. Chowkidar..lol .
Aman, Shakhu will auwaz be closed to my heart.. I have started liking Neha now..
I have seen enough +vity in her ..She isn't too bad.she is sweet..irrespective of wat she says bot melol.
Aman is a nice guy .he is too nice but m scared if m held responsible for ne differences that might creep up btwn him and ashish cuz of me .i don't want dat to happen,don't know what to do.?? :-(

newaz.now I sign off,dats all from my side
missing my frenz and family a lot

lots of love
xoxoxox
PRIYANKA.D

LOVE, LIES & BETRAYAL

Sometimes in life you don't know whats awaiting for you maybe good maybe bad or maybe ugly. I was the eyesore of Rajiv because I was playing a safe game he constantly pointed me out for my safe gaming I used to wonder whats the harm in playing a safe game ? Iam not being dishonest Iam not being a liar ,I stand up for my words so where's the problem ? Trusting that bloody junior artiste from the acting world named Shruti(The Slut) was so wrong ,she was never my friend why should she be she is not even worth my semen ! She is just one ugly pussy who puts litres of make up to cover her hideous face with dark circles & pimples.

OK let me begin how this story started up where I was deceived by this whore.
Zorawar & me are roommates so somewhere I had put my trust on him & he was using Shruti for timepass so I thought maybe we 3 players are a team ..

Even though I hated that wannabe slut I used to come up with a fake smile & talk to her cause that was the deal. Her biggest problem was Ashish getting back into the game as a player she was using him badly when he was an outcast & she was surviving but tables turned after his outcast jacket was gone .She no longer had any support in the outcast category so all the time she used to bitch about Ashish & her jealousy when Ashish used to speak to Priyanka who was her death bell.
In the inner circle I received 3 votes in my favor of being a player so the penalty was that we players could banish any fellow player from the game me & Zorawar chose Dharmendra as planned but Shruti chose Ashish (Talk about so called siblings) but there was a twist in the tale in the next game if we win we had the power to banish any player but the player whose name we wrote . Maybe Rajiv desperately wanted me out of the game .SO that evening in the inner circle there was no outcast the outcast was to be chosen the other day after the game immediately I somewhere had trust that if anyone from our team namely Shruti(The ugly slut), Zora or me wins Dharmendra would be the chose one to be banished little did I know that Shruti that ugly cunt was actually scheming a different plan.

The game went something like this my hands were tied up in silver chains & my feet was trapped in a wooden box like Jesus Christ & I had to unlock that same wooden box with the help of 20 keys out of which 2 only were effective ,in the meantime my outcast partner Neha would be wrestling with a female wrestler who is a national level champion What a sad game? (Think about Neha she is so delicate like a flower ) I felt this is injustice but we decided not to give up as its better to lose trying than lose without even trying .

The game began Neha had injured herself ,she was like a wounded soldier fighting for her partner. I was trying my best in that scorching heat to open the locks but I was like a cat on hot bricks , Neha bit her causing a foul (two more fouls & she would be out) Oops she did it again my time was up I couldn't open it we had lost it .
Shruti that ugly cunt won that round getting the banishment power , Dharmendra that motherfucking fag threatened Shruti that if you outcast me I shall fuck u up & this slut bought it .She chose me ,,,,,,,,,,I had to wear that outcast jacket prior to that Dharmendra kept on proving that I was selfish & a traitor which I wasn't ,this irritated me & I abused his clan .He then even tried to beat me but my friends stopped him I was loving that minute where he was mad with rage but wasn't able to take it out on me he was helpless & was behaving like a prostitute whose customer never paid .

I was a victim of a mindless conspiracy my luck didn't support me at that time .I always believe in the power of the Sun God I prayed to him but even he turned deaf. My world had crashed standing in that corner wearing that jacket was so sad . Then came my moment of happiness when Rajiv announced that Priyanka was a player again because she hadn't swapped her room & now she had the power to exchange her position with any player & her obvious choice was the Scheming slut Shruti vow that was my consolation prize I clapped with excitement .I realized there is something called justice .
She had dug her own grave .When Priyanka covered Shruti's fake boobs with that orange jacket I came alive alive.

Oh dear I forgot to mention that previous night Rajiv asked Zora to exchange his place with Ashish which never happened .I dreaded that decision how much I hate hate .
I couldn't imagine waking up & seeing him early in the morning .

I have hopes that I shall be lucky tonight & I shall be a Player again . Somewhere Iam not angry with Dharmendra because he is my competition & would eventually throw him out but what Shruti did was horrible ,Iam a Brahmin boy I curse that motherfucking whore that she shall never rise in her life, all her life she shall be a junior artiste performing behind the stars .I curse the day she was born !!!!!!!!! My curse has already worked she is an outcast now .

Iam feeling a little low now Neha is my only outlet to happiness.I don't feel like eating, I don't feel like bathing ,I don't feel like socializing I just want to shut the world & cover myself up. I would have been happy if I would have lost the game & had become an outcast ,,,but because a a cheap prostitute friend ditched me Iam sad .I have so many questions unanswered why did I trust her ?

My dream is my best friend & my best friend says that I shall be back with a bang all I can remember right now is Martin Luther King's I have a dream .
This game is so unpredictable !!!!!!!!!!
( Sorry my dear reader friends I forgot to ask how u all doing I hope all is well in your paradise lots of love from Me)

I shall be back

You Know You Love Me SHAKEXPEAR KING

Never fight with ugly people because they have nothing to lose
Hey friends how are you all doing I hope you must have learnt by now from my example that you shouldn't trust the wrong people & invite troubles. Well Iam in a pensive mood today but still I shall give you all the low down on how things are shaping up here !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

The inner circle was approaching & all of us were quite excited (except me) ,,,,I was still uncomfortable with Dharmendra that motherfucking pimp was running around me to get my attention & I must admit that he tried a lot but I was simply not in a mood to speak to that gay asshole. Shruti that ugly cunt even tried her level best to get close to me but to no avail she even coaxed my friends tried to display her dark boobs to get my attention but no relief !!!!!!!!

You might feel like asking me why am I so pissed off with him the reason is that in the first inner circle when the worst secret holder was banished it was Dharmendra's dirty secret that he had slept with a gay guy to get work .The casting couch secret was actually his but still I shielded him & now he has forgotten all that & wants to harm me physically

We entered the inner circle ,Shruti was declared an outcast & Priyanka was a player again
Though Shruti got enough opportunities to get votes but that slut just couldn't get it.

I was in no mood suddenly things started to take an ugly turn & there were arguments between me & that pimp Dharmendra ,,,,he started to accuse me ,,I gave him right back on his I even refused to speak to him over there showing him my back which pissed him even more ,,,things heated up when he even tried to get up & hit me I was standing there smartly to make him bleed & blind but he was stopped by my friends .He even told Rajiv that physical warfare isn't allowed on the show but he was ready to lose everything to hit me ,,What a lame motherfucker? Then Rajiv said Dharmendra look at your physical strength & age & look at Shakexpear if you think that you can beat up a knaïve kid & show your strength you are an impotent jerk ,the fact that Shakexpear being so young & childish is ready to take over you shows his fearless masculinity.
He was humiliated Rajiv even said if you want to hit Shakexpear you have to hit me first then go ahead & hit him .Dharmendra the ugly pimp had lost it to me again ,,,what a shame?

Then there was no unanimous decision as expected but before proceeding there I paid that stupid Priyanka with the same coin with which she had paid me ,,She herself used to count my vote in the inner circle for the unanimous decision without even consulting me .
Once upon a time the idiotic ass Priyanka promised me a vote but eventually voted Aman so I thought its time for a mini revenge ,,at the last minute I vited for Zorawar causing her much pain in her puny ass. Who cares !!!!!!!

Then as the penalty goes Rajiv declared out of the 4 players there shall be 1 outcast tonight & he sent 4 of them to a room with a jacket to decide amongst themselves who shall be the outcast for that night. Priyanka tried to play an ugly game she said I shall wear that jacket provided you guys do what I say (what a lame plan grow up bitch)
She even instigated Zorawar against me she even said that I wouldn't allow Zorawar to enter the game again ,,,,,,,,(I was actually touched when Zora took my name as the player he wanted to see in the game) Priyanka who always tries to to portray that she has a heavenly heart wore the jacket without even fighting (she herself told the bull to hit her )She back to her basic maid servant look again congratulations Priyanka you deserve that jacket !!!!!!!!!

It pains to see that Iam no longer a top 3 player which I used to be once upon a time .I feel so sad for myself ,,though today I got another chance but due to my over confidence & excitement I lost the game by playing like a fool .I didn't hear properly or understand the game .I had no strategies or skills,, ,,my heart bleeds to see Shruti back in the player category with Dharmendra (the motherfucking pimp) .
I still don't know how things turned against me ,earlier I was the apple of everybody's eye ,I had no enemies , now things are not in my control ,,I still want o ask the universe why did you do this to me?
I was playing safe ,I was not a traitor ,I was honest now when I see myself in the mirror in that outcast orange jacket I feel like killing myself.

Now my enemity with Dharmendra is gowing bad day by day he has even threatened me that after the show gets over & after we leave for our homes he shall set things straight with me he is threatening me that he shall harm me .Where I have I landed ? May be my life is in danger but still I shall fight till I die ,,I know he is stronger & he has the power to beat me up but ,I promise if I don't make him bleed I wont die a happy death !!

But still I have hope that I shall rise above the ashes my luck shall be back & I shall be back as the "ROCKSTAR"

You Know You Love Me- SHAKEXPEAR KING

"WHEN IAM GOOD IAM GOOD WHEN IAM BAD IAM BETTER"

Well Hi my dear readers I hope you are enjoying this show which is so dangerously exciting isn't it? Well hope you all are ok so let me tell you how I proved that "As you sow so shall you reap" !

I had stopped thinking about the game ,,, definitely my plan which was earlier working had somewhere stopped .Now I was more of a loner(by my free will) watching these motherfuckers sway around. Though I was no more a player but the thirst for revenge grew day by day .My only aim was to throw that orange jacket on Shruti's idiotic face .

I'll tell you how I did that

That evening the inner circle was coming up ,,Everybody was hanky panky especially the players. Ashish had started to play my game " "THE SAFE GAME".
It irritates me to the core watching him using my game plan & strategy ,that evening he came up to me to beg for my precious vote .Its actually a treat sitting on that sexy couch & watching this eunuch begging me for a vote. "Shakexper the almighty said I shall see" ,,he left dissatisfied .

Dharmendra the eternal pimp was hovering around to make an eye contact & convince me for truce but I was is no forgiving mood. He knew he had sung his swan song.

I dressed myself up with my favorite clothes & came downstairs to see the tamasha. Zora feels immuned as he had won that round -------but still he knows Iam his only hope so he was trying his best to keep me happy. I feel so much powerful & mighty .
Iam actually living upto my name which means "Mighty of the mightiest".

But somewhere another issue which was very close to my heart was popping up as the unwanted plant ,,Neha's constant taunt regarding my cold attitude towards Dharmendra somewhere she was poisoned & maybe it was showing. She tried her best she used to come upto me & try to talk about Dharmendra on that bastard's behalf . This was growing & we had a minor tiff which had hurt me .Somewhere I felt at that moment that she lacked emotional intelligence of talking the right things at the wrong time (but still I love her). Then we had an argument which led to no talking for a long time ,later I realized that she hadn't taken her lunch & hot snacks but still I wanted to see her patience of who talks first .talk about male ego

I used to cry inside but on the surface I maintained a dignified silence !!!!!!!!
Then in the inner circle Rajiv erupted the topic of couples & as we are the best on & off screen couple right now so definitely we were questioned first regarding our relationship .
We opened up she said she a had problem regarding my talking with Priyanka & I had a problem of her bonding with that slut named Shruti .She even apologized for talking about Dharmendra & promised not to talk about him eventually but things were not clear .

Then came my favorite part the penalty round as there was no unanimous decision . It was a bit weird the way the round got executed & my obvious choice was Shruti though everybody expected it to be Dharmendra horny pimp . Shruti was an outcast & I had the privilege of covering her ugly face with that orange jacket . Vow I felt like hero I had taken my revenge , she had paid her price . She realized what a blunder she had committed .

Priyanka & me were dying with happiness. I felt like having an orgasm --- Shruti was sitting with her eyes down & face covered with guilt & embarrassment .I was right infront of her.

The Inner circle came to an end . The other morning we had our next game I have no interest in that bloody game as I was no more a player but things that I loved was Rajiv's comment he said now he has started to like me because 1) my war with Dharmendra was legendary & seeing my spirit to take on an older & bigger guy in size showed my confidence & fearless attitude & secondly my revengeful nature he even said that I like you because you have the spirit of a player where if a person harms you rip them off.
I was pleased ,
,the game was a bit stupid where the players had to gulp some pukish drink & fire shots at empty cans . It was a treat watching Dharmendra suffer after he had drank that yellow puke of Ricky Rajiv's friend ! He was nauseating ,crying, babbling I was loving his torture.

Now we are back in the bunker ..relaxing after the game Iam definitely disheartened that Iam nomore a Player but definitely happy that I threw that bitch out who had thrown me out previously My friends always commented I take revenge like a wounded snake ..may be they were right

Hmmnnn this bunker has made me a new person I don't know for good or bad now Iam talking to inconsequential people ,even though in real life Iam a spoilt brat ,,,Iam very arrogant & crazy .Its wonderful to see myself sharing my room with some stranger ,,,even sharing my soap & sunscreen (Iam so charitable) . A life without cell phones, money ,t.v, interent, nightclubs, movies, no contact with family .Its strange to see this,,Iam definitely a changed person now.
More adaptable than any animal on the planet & on top of that no tantrums ..
The outside world looks so alluring I still don't know how my loved ones are doing & how are they are perceiving my histrionics on the show.

After the last inner circle now the hope of becoming a Player is back with a big bang,, only time will tell whats in store for me ,,Now when I wake up I feel charged ..

You Know You Love Me------ SHAKEXPEAR KING

HEY friends
Shivlii again
Hmm so whatever is happening m enjoying it as I so wanted to feel the pleasure of getting my frnds back to me..so I dnt knw whu exactly is with me but still I can count on two people here n they r Zoro n dharmendra..lets c wat unfolds but whatever it is I m sure very soon some one whu was playing very safe n under dog types will be disclosed n that is miss ShrutiI trusted her n had a connection with her anticipating that she too will trust me n wil respond in similar manner but
Its ok some times its not necessary that people understand u or ur faith in them but eventually its upto u wat to du with themso I hv decided I will never trust her as she has broken my trust n never supported me in the game..
Going further I m happy that ashish has atleast started seeing from the other side n I want him to understand that his sister isn't with him..its just game thing which is happening n for whum he left me,will soon ditch him too..so m just waiting 4 ashish to get an eye opener thru inner circle's twist n turns..i wish it happens tonight..

Until my next update I remain

Shivlii (mints Angel) ciao

Again at inner circle today we cudnt give unanimous decision so but obvious we were entitled to penalty..hoo hoo not a joke ne more..well again since the king told us be ready for another twist n that was that all the players were to write names of those players whum they wana banish from the game..hmm that was a sudden task for all da players ..but yeah since I m outcasted I wasn't worried but so wanted to see shruti's game..so they al voted for each other..
Damn that was a game when shruti wrote Ashish's name and he was taken by a surprise.lol
That was the real mazaa .offcourse cos she doesn't want ashish to stay in the game n that was provenbe it a competition or whatever I knw she was caught this time n to cover it when sir told that who ever has written their names wil have to fight in the next game n save their power n get free pass for their own opponents..that was gr8 as I knew by now ashish has understood her game plan ..though he wnt be bad to her on face but atleast I was happy that cos of her he misunderstood me n she too ditched him..
Since it was penalty time,not giving unanimous decision we all were asked to vote ..the king told us that if votes given to players I,e. ashish,shruti,dharmendra,Zorawar n Shakespear matches to what they expect ,we will be gien an extra lakh in our existing amount ..wowow that was surprise n we all agreed as we knew whu was getting how many..hehhe
So after voting we all were happy n confident that we wil soon be adding that 1 lakh ..hmm so obviously when votes were counted for each player ,it came out to be exactly the way they were claimedKing laughed n said wowo what a unity n finally we got 1 lakh added ..
After that we were?????
Dismissed goodnight ciao

Well today we were called for outdoor game ..n so we all went to a location n was fun as usual as this is da only time that we get to get out of this bunker..
So we reached that game arena n saw a ring or a wresting ring to be precise ???
We were told that all the players have to choose their partners from the outcaste as they wuld need them in the game ..wowow I suddenly felt pressure on my head as that wud define the flow of the game in future..hmm so zorawar picked me,shakespear picked neha ,dharmendra picked ekta n ashish picked priyanka so left out was shruti whu picked aman bechaara aman
So we started the game n were told that al girls wil fight a national player named "devki" n have to sustain time lap in the ring fighting against her to give enough time to our respective partners to open two locks as early as possible..i was stunned for a while as I knew shes a professional but thought I wil give her the best fight in my capacity
So it started with me only goin in frst place
So I gave my best shot n holded myself against her for 3 mins 30 secsafter that I was breathless n cudnt hold ne more so was pinned down n it was over ..but meanwhile zorawar opened one lock atleast n now we were waiting for others to play
I said sorry to zorawar as I successfully failed 5th time in the game /task given to me
Goin further it was then all other players whu fought against those professionals ( asha ram n devki) n they won except shruti n aman,a shock to me when shruti opened the lock in 51 secsdamn I din like it as she was so fast n won the power ( I dnt like her )
Ashish was choosen by shruti so he was saved ,n reat all players were told that now out of dharma ,Zoro,shakespear ne one can be banished by shruti right awayhehhe I so liked it as I wanted to see whum shruti would ditch m=now in pretext of her GAME
She after her natak picked shakespear to be outcasted n he was shocked as I think she gave her words to him n din abide by that was so sure yaar ,,tumne yakin kyun kiya ??? that's for shakes
not for shruti..as I told shakhu earlier that she wil ditch him as she has dun with others
Then came the real drama where priyanka out of Rajeev sirs twist got the power from the punishment for all of us ( it was cos she din swap her roon with neha last night)
So she got lucky as she was asked to outcast ne one from the present playersn then wat happened was unbelievable ..
Priyanka gave her jacket to the freshest n safest player of the day " shruti"
Whooopy that wasa pleasant surprise as we all wanted her to be outcatsed ..
Priyanka managed to do it n we all were ok with that so fresh status is that now the new players are : ashish ,priyanka,zorawar n dharmendra .. yay shruti is out

Wowow today at game arena it was paint ball thing..i gave my best shot but obviously as usual I din win itcos my timing isn't right..still they told me I ran da best so today outcaste were targeted by the three musketeers i,e ashish ,dharma n zorawar.. so I was at fourth to go n ran between tracks n got two shots ..one on front n one on my wrist ..n shruti won the game by getting no paint ball ..it was though decided by three guys that they wont hit her..it was very sad as partiality isn't right ..hmm no worries each to his own..but atleast I gave it my best n offcourse I cnt beg for votes n du favours at all..neva mind this too will see another light in coming days where all wil fight close n than I wil see whu stands with whum in that crucial time..

Ciao
Cheers
Mints angel

DAMN I THINK I HAVE MADE A FOOL OF MYSELF SEVERAL TIMES IN THIS GAME BY NOT CHOOSING DA RIGHT PEOPLE AS MY FRIENDSFORGET FRNDSHIP..FORGET OTHERS BUT OFFLATE ZORAWAR HAS BEEN TOO DIFFERENT TO ME JUST COS I M WEARING OUTCASTE JACKET N SHOW IS COMING TO AN END ND HE KNOWS I WONT BE GETTING NE POWER..SO HES RELAXED N NOT PAYING NE ATTENTION TO ME N TATS DISTURBING ME ###$###$$$$*****
SUCH IS THE POWER OF MONEY,TITLE N FAME THAT PEOPLE USE U N MOVE ON WITHOUT REALISING THAT THEY HAVE DONE WRONG SOME WHERE TO SOME ONE..ITS OK AS I CNT DO ANYTHING ABOUT IT BUT OFFCOURSE GIVEN A CHANCE TODAY AT INNER CIRCLE I WILL TELL WHAT I FEEL ABOUT ALL THIS TACTICS OF HIM..WELL FROM THE START HE OBSERVED EVERYONE FINELY,N KNOWING THAT I AM THE EMOTIONAL ONE HE TARGETED ME ..HE AIMED FOR A LONGER VOTING SUPPORT FROM ME THROUGHOUT THIS GAME AND CONTINUED TO INFLUENCE N CONVINCE ME FOR HIM..WHICH I DID OUT OF MY FAITH N TRUST ON HIM..BUT I WAS WRONG
AS I NOTICED HE CONTINUOUSLY PLOTTED AGAINST ALL N KEPT TELLING ME THAT SHIVLI HAVE BELIEF AND THAT ALL ARE PLAYERS SO DONT TRUST NE ONE ELSE EXCEPT HIM WAT A JOKE.HE WANTED ME TO TAKE DHARMENDRA OUT FIRST AS HE WASNT GELLING WITH HIM AND THAN AMAN N SHRUTI NEXT..THOUGH I DID WHATEVER I WANTED IN INNER CIRCLE BUT HE KEPT AN EYE ON MY MOVES AND THATS WHY HE USED TO INQUIRE JUST B4 DA INNER CIRCLE WHUM I WILL VOTE FOR /AGAINST ALL THE TIME..
HES SO SHARP N MANIPULATIVE ,THAT HE CHOSE SHRUTI NEXT TO SUPPORT HIM N SO HE GREW CLOSE TO HER..(THOUGH HE USED TO PLOT AGAINST HER TOO)..DAMN WHEN HE KNEW I HAVE NO POWER LEFT,HE DIDNT BOTHER TO CHECK WHAT AM I DOING N HOW AM I..JUST HI HELLO N NOW I DNT FEEL LIKE SEING HIM..HE USED ME THROUGHOUT THIS GAME DISCREETLY.
EVERYONE KNEW WE TWO WERE TOGETHER SINCE DA START N WILL VOTE FOR EACH OTHER ALL THE TIME BUT WHEN THIS TIME I DIDNT VOTE FOR HIM COS I HAD TO VOTE 4 PRIYANKA FOR HER COURAGE N STANDING FOR HER BELIEF,HE TOO DIDNT TAKE MY NAME WHEN ASKED WHUM WILL HE GET IN FROM THE OUTCASTE WHEN GIVEN A CHANCE ..HE TOOK SHAKESPEARS NAME AS HE WANTED TO SCORE TOGETHER ON NEHA N SHAKESPEAR..THATS THE WAY HES PLAYING..
LET HIM PLAY I TOO M HERE TO SEE HOW FAR WILL HE GO ON HIS PLAN N STRATEGY I WISH HE GETS THE WORST LUCK NOW AS HE USED ME FOR HIS GAME..

UNTIL NEXT
BYE FROM ME.

Hey guys back again with some masala hehe
Well its been like me being outcaste n now just seeing wats happening around ..i m watching people change n getting caught n their own trap..lalala lol
For me here in bunker ,I m just passing my time n @ inner circle I always look 4 a twist to bring back that spark n challenge in me alas!!
So todays story :
We were called for game n wat we saw there were three guns n a jug full of some tangy orange juice..wait hang on tat wasnt it..
Rajeev da King entered n told us that todays game will be for money..yay
We all got excited and he told further that in front the target are the cans which r rated in money..white cans were of Rs.25000 black were for deduction (Rs.25000) and the centre Red can was for Rs.50,000..wowow
Tat gave a kick to all three players n they started one by one ..
Zorawar went first n hit around one black in 10 shots n our money got deducted by 25000
He was ok in taking that funny drink which offcourse was Yuckkkkkkkkkkk n cudnt be taken in easily but zoro being zoro took it n nothing happened to him..hmmm though we all thought he would hit atleast twice thrice tat red can n white cans too to bring our money little up but sadly it dint happen..
Neways next was dharmendra ..first shot only he hit a white can n one by one feeling dizzy n puky he got Rs.50000 in the account..that was a gud game by him though later sir told that it isnât that tough guys hes sooooooooo sweet u see
Ok so next was filmy funny Ashish ..he got scared seeing dharma puking sideways that he thought he will just go n come as it is..but I told him try ur luck today u might get a gud chance to increase the money in the account n donât see others just believe ur luck n timing today
So he agreed n went ..n voila
He hit the red can in the first Go..wowo n then having tat yucky drink one by one he too got 75000 in the account ..seeing ashish today was fun as hes too cute n filmy ..
So later when sir told tat still he can increase our bank by 3 lakhs we al were zapped for a while cos it was looking like hes in gud mood today..so all shouted n hooted as wat is that way to get those 3 lakhs..
So he said he himself wil try n hit red can n each time he misses we will get 1 lakh ..so he missed all three times n finally 3 lakhs were added into the account
So finally day got over and da total amount received n won was 5,10,090
N all players came back puking hehhhe

Hi friends Iâm sorry about being so irregular with my blogs. This show has been a roller coaster ride of emotions for me and today I want to just open my heart out and tell you all about how I feel at the moment and for each one here..
Obviously when I came here I knew I wasnât coming here to make friends but I still did. In the last couple of days Neha and I had been gelling quite well. We shared a special bond and comfort level which I didnât share with any girl here. We dedicated an hour everyday to gossips and we called it our "˜chugli breakâ. We used to bitch about Shivli aunty and Psycho Priyanka, and sometimes for others as well. I had a great time with her minus Shakexpearâs game plan. I never liked his strategies and his "˜Iâm your best friendâ attitude. And thatâs the reason why Iâm not regretting about whatever I did yesterday.
So the moment we all reached the game arena, we were all stunned to see what Rajiv was expecting us to do. We saw a wrestling ring and everyoneâs heaven fell on earth when Rajiv introduced us to his friends "˜Ahsahram and Devkiâ. They looked even worst than those sniffer dogs. Asharam was wearing some red costume and looked like a bull who was ready to attack all guys and Devki was wearing a swimming costume over a t-shirt and looked scary as hell. All the girls were shitting in their pants when Rajiv told them that they had to fight with Devki. The game was as such that the players had to chose one out cast each and the out cast had to fight with those two huge dangerous creature meanwhile the players had to open two locks with 20 keys. Out of those 20 keys 18 were bogus and only 2 keys could open those locks. When Aman and I went, I was super confident that Iâll win the game because I knew I was flexible and quick enough to do it and second was Aman.. Aman I knew when it comes to physical strength he is unbeatable.. thatâs his plus point. Half of my confidence was Aman. When the referee whistled I grabbed 5 keys from my right and started to open the locks.. I struggled a bit and out of excitement I dropped a key and all my attention drew towards that one key because I was thinking what if thatâs the one..?! but to my luck the 4th key I used to open the lock was the one.. I had already opened one lock in about 30 seconds.. then I used my brains a little and started using the keys placed to my left.. I picked 3 keys and couldnât open the lock.. then I randomly picked a key from my left and woohoo that was the one.. I had opened the second lock as well.. the moment I stood up to show Rajiv and the other players that I had opened both the locks I saw Aman, absolutely fit and fine and still fighting Asaram. I couldnât see his performance but I really was very proud of him. Then Rajiv announced that I opened both the locks in just 51 minutes. And I couldnât believe myself and just jumped into the ring to hug Aman. Everyone, all the other players were also appreciating the fact that I performed really well. Neha was genuinely happy and I was happy to see that she was happy. After everyone was done fighting and trying to open the locks, Rajiv announced that Aman and I had won it. I was the happiest.. But like how all good things come to an end, this one did too.. and soon came the time when I had to use my banishment power. Man the moment Rajiv gave me the red card I felt as if my world was coming to an end and I so wanted to escape from that situation. Though before the game started I knew exactly what I had to do but I was freaking out when I actually had to take the decision.

We all knew that there was going to be game today but this was probably one of the most ones played here because of the weird combinations that yesterday's inner circle had thrown at us. The player who I had voted against would be safe if I won the game, I had voted against Dharmendra and I knew what that meant. It meant that if I wanted him out of the game, I had to lose it. If I won, Ashish would be the one adorning the outcast jacket. A piece of attire that he got quite comfortable in, while sporting in the past. The stakes were high no doubt. At stake was my own safety, the safety of my target and the free pass. Shruti, Shakespeare and I had discussed amongst ourselves the different scenarios that may arise from the different results. I was feeling confident since I had a gut feeling that Dharmendra and Ashish had voted against me in the inner circle since they view me as a bigger threat than Shakespeare. I had to broaden my horizons and think on a parallel line too when Dharmendra tried to trick me into believing that Ashish though insisting that he voted against me, had in actuality voted against Shakespeare. I was quite mindful of the fact that Dharmendra was trying to play unnecessary games and trying to put my mind in turmoil, while I saw no harm in discussing it with the others, I was quietly confident that he was bluffing. He doesn't understand that it is easy to tell when he is trying to deceive someone. Anyway, the discussions between Shruti, Shakespeare and I centered on the importance of winning the game today. I thought that convincing her in our favour, coupled with the cold shoulder she was receiving from Ashish who was now back in the game, would be enough to get her securely on board and looking at things in new light, from our perspective. I did not trust her and I knew her to be a selfish albeit partly smart player who could get influenced with the greed of reaching the next round or returning from the next inner circle unscathed. Distrust is her biggest flaw. She is not only unconfident of her own abilities but also of her support. She is paranoid.
I knew that since Dharmendra and Ashish had voted against me, I was in no danger if they won and also that since Shakespeare and Shruti were on my side, I need not be fearful of the outcome of the game, since I would have survived in any case. But I desperately wanted to win the game and if not me, then Shakespeare to win the game so that we could throw Ashish out, since he had also voted for Dharmendra. If Ashish would be thrown out, it would be three vs. one, Dharmendra being the lone player. Since Shruti had no problem in voting against Dharmendra, or atleast so she claims, I figured it would be better if Ashish goes now and Dharmendra goes later. This is the game that we were scheduling to execute and hence had drawn up battle plans and contingencies. Even though Shruti was untrustworthy, I believed that she would see the sense in the plan and follow it in coherence.

Today has been a day both normal and abnormal in many respects, normal because of the calm that engulfs us before a storm is to strike since today is another inner circle session and abnormal because of the way "fair, unfair, just and unjust" were entwined to come at the point that we are at today. In spite of Shruti winning the game yesterday she ended up wearing the dreaded orange jacket and was outcast. To add insult to injury, she was outcast by her "dear friend turned mortal foe". Priyanka took not a moment to decide and presented the orange outcast jacket to Shruti who stood there in disbelief upon the proceedings of the game.
Yesterday's dealings have given the game a very different look and feel than what was expected, actually since nothing can be expected here, let me say that the game has a very different outlook than what was hoped. Most of my day has been wasted in trying to convince Shruti to stay since she is adamant on leaving, she is proving to be two faced yet again, not that we need any more proof of that quality. She claims that she was outcast unfairly and that Rajeev is clearly favouring Priyanka. I believe this to be false since he has given each of us chances, for some they have been worthwhile whereas others have squandered them. As a result of yesterday, Ashish, Dharmendra, Priyanka and I have been thrust into the top four as the remaining players. If there is no swapping amongst the players and outcasts, for whatever reason, the winner will one of us four. In theory that gives each of us twenty five percent chance to be the ultimate victor, however, in my understanding it is now me against three for the time being when it comes stating whose loyalties lie where amongst the players in contention. Even though this was expected and even foreseen to some extent, I still have been cornered because of playing individually like a lion rather than threatening others or hiding behind the so called illusion of pack mentality. Shruti did ruin plans yesterday when she opted to oust Shakespeare rather than Dharmendra, who we had collectively decided to dispose of. At judgement day though, she decided to play too smart for her own good. Her problem is that she always plays selfishly, that too at the smallest possible level. I have tried repeatedly to elevate her game but to no avail and as a result she has got what she gave. I do not feel empathetic towards her for she has got what she was asking for. I tried time and again to warn her and make her aware of the consequences of the path that she had taken but to no avail. She can continue feeling sorry for herself, but I do not and I would not have even if I was in her shoes.
Coming back to the game today, I am caught in a precarious situation since I know that my approaching any of the three remaining players will be to no avail. This is not because I have surrendered to my fate but because I believe that fate has more in store for me. I am being practical while understanding the chemistry that Ashish shares with Priyanka and Dharmendra. I probably am the most likely to become an outcast today if the players are all powerful in today's inner circle but I know that I have fought valiantly and truthfully not only to others, but also to myself. My heart is clear that I only did what I had to do and played my game. I am not sorry for it. I believe that everyday is my lucky day, I believe as soon I awake that every day has good things in store for me. This positivity keeps me fighting on. Now I wait with bated breath for the next chapter of my destiny with this steadfast belief that life is going to throw one twist after another.

This is a continuation to my update but this is being written after the inner circle. I can not believe my luck today. It does come true if you believe in it whole heartedly. The inner circle was same as the ones that preceded it as far as the indecision regarding the unanimous vote was concerned; as usual no unanimous decision was reached which led us to the penalty of deciding upon the next outcast. The remaining players were Ashish, Dharmendra, Priyanka and I. Rajeev played a masterstroke here by announcing that one of us has to wear it before we enter the inner circle after the stipulated time or all of us will have to wear it. That gave each of us individual power thereby keeping the playing field level. In the deliberation room, I could not believe my good luck again when Priyanka insisted on wearing the jacket again and again despite repeated efforts by Ashish. For some reason she wanted to become the sacrificial goat and tell the remaining three that she was doing this for the rest of us. In my eyes, she was doing it only for herself because she was expecting the outcast to be given a power which may have the capacity to turn the game on its head. What she received was not power but more than a mouthful from Rajeev for giving up so easily and becoming a loser rather than a player. Her unwavering persistence on adorning the outcast jacket was delightful. A player must know the right time to make his voice heard and the right time to keep silent. This was a lesson in the latter. It was a lesson which I had learnt in the past too therefore I applied the learning here to avoid any backlash. I really could not believe the level of intellect that Priyanka was displaying, it was rather gladdening to see it working in my favour.
She played smartly while claiming that we now owed her, agreed, she even played smart when she wore it because she was expecting to be given a power. In her infinite wisdom though, she had not accounted for the way she was asking for the jacket. I think that she would have got the power had she not been so eager to wear the jacket from the start, had she bided her time and tried to convince otherwise, against her rather than for her and only then garlanded it on her neck, she might as well have got the power because she would then have been playing like a player. The result of the proceedings of the inner circle was that Priyanka was now an outcast again, for the second time, after pleading and begging for it both times. This is not bad luck, its dumb luck. Ashish, Dharmendra and I were now in the top three. This is a great achievement that I have achieved for the second time in a row. It makes me proud to be the only contestant from the first batch of top three to be present in the second batch too. It has filled my beating heart with greater resolve and self-belief that I am a player, in the true sense of the word. I take the risk of saying this in the open but also pacify my detractors by maintaining humility and modesty to keep my ego in check.
I am very happy with today's outcome and hope and pray that such victories are not ephemeral. I will now go into tomorrow's game without renewed poise and spirit and emerge victorious.

The inner circle session that took place yesterday could not have been foreseen by anyone of the players. We knew that we should expect the unexpected, but did not expect the unexpected to be this unexpected. I was calm and collected leading up to the inner circle since I had earned a free pass with my performance in the previous game. I must admit though that there was a niggling worry at the back of my head that Rajeev might twist and contort the game in a manner befitting what we have experienced in the past which might nullify my advantage.
Since I was safe and relatively tension free as compared to the others, it gave me a great advantage not only inside the inner circle but also outside it, it gave me the time and opportunity to sit back, not to relax, but to absorb the games being played by each player, the ploys and tactics being used by each one and understand them in further detail. It gave me an opportunity to refresh my game plan and modify it according to my reading of the game; it gave me enough time to think not only like the other players but also like the other outcasts. I knew that my detachment masked as indolence would certainly throw the other players off guard, not because I was safe, but because I was using this privileged earning to plan my moves further. I knew that out of the three unsafe players Shrruti would be the one targeted by the other players and the outcasts. Honestly, it was advantageous for me in case she stayed as well as if she was outcast; I did not want to intervene in the natural order of things and wanted to observe Shruti's endeavor to stay in the game by judging the effort that she would put in to turn the tide in her favour. If Shruti remained a player, one of the other two competitors would be the next to wear the orange jacket. I could then use Shruti's support to eliminate the other and ensure that Shruti and I reach the finals, if the final is to be contested between two players. This was the broad plan built up on nothing more than hope that whatever happens in the future may at least resemble what I have broadly prepared. On the other hand, if Shruti was outcast then the top four would again dwindle to the top three without losing its original form, it would more or less guarantee me Shruti's vote in the next inner circle and support in the next outcast vote. Either way, I would be on the safer end in the inner circle. It would probably work better for me if Shruti is outcast since she is not exactly trustworthy based on her recent exploits so far. I was afraid that she might continue in her rich vein of backstabbing form and choose to target me while colluding with the remaining player next time around.
In the inner circle, confusion, panic and tension ensued in the minds of the players. Once the unanimous decision was again ill achieved, the next step or the penalty was the vote to decide the next outcast. Each outcast was given the power in this case; each had to write the name of their choice for the next outcast. The players then got one red card each which they could give to the outcast whose vote they wanted disqualified. The remaining votes were collected and much to the collective amazement and horror, were destroyed. Now only those outcasts whose votes had been disqualified remained but the next outcast would be one, whose name would be on one of the cards, or maybe even all three.
Till now, I was sitting patiently and enjoying the proceedings as a silent observer. I was forced to break my silence once earlier when Shivli decided to go on a foolish emotional tirade against me because she actually wanted me in her pocket like Priyanka has Aman, since that did not materialize she was accusing me of using her when her power was required and ditching her after that. This is wholly untrue, we had been drifting apart for more than just two days, the time period which she was hell bent to stick to. I had not used her in any way; we developed differences when I spoke against her in a previous inner circle. She termed it as me taking the other side where as the point I had brought up was actually true. Irrespective of the opinion of other people, I know that I am not the "burglar" who "burgled" the emotional virtuousness and innocence, not to mention incorruptibility of this helpless lady and left her for some greater treasures. This is nonsensical blather which other people will definitely comment on, but I'm least bothered since they are devoid of the true facts and knowledge required to pass an objective assessment on this topic. She can make a hue and cry about it till the heavens part but it won't make an ounce of difference to me since I know the truth.
Coming back to the tense moments when the next outcast was to be decided, the strategy of the players had turned upside down thanks to the superb twists provided by the king. Now, the power to decide which outcast's vote should be counted to choose the next outcast was in my hands. I wasn't exactly spoilt for choice as both Priyanka and Shakespeare had voted against Shruti, the only grey area was Ekta's vote, I was pretty sure that it too had Shruti's name written over it but it also could have had Ashish's name scribbled on it. I decided to go with Ekta after asking Shruti and giving her a choice between the three. Ekta's card also held Shruti's name and as a result Shruti was outcast, much to the delight of Shakespeare and Priyanka. Shruti had opened up a can of worms each time she had double crossed the contestants in the past and it had caught up to her this time, rather than being graceful for once, she still tried to put the girls vs boys twist to this decision and tried to drag the other players into the storm that she was desperately attempting to kick up. This cowardly and disgraceful attempt was foiled since no body was really interested in her gibberish anymore.

I woke up today morning expectant of the occurrence of a game since yesterday's inner circle yielded unfavourable results. I knew that Rajeev had set us another challenge in the form of a game where we would have to give our best once again. I was confident after my last victory which had earned me a safe pass